Responsibility

Responsibility...what's that? I feel like crap today. In fact, I slept through all three of my classes this morning. I haven't felt this sick since moving to school at all and now I just want to lay in bed and have my mom come take care of me.

I'm not sure what's wrong with me, but I do know that my mind is not functioning right. Here are the thoughts that I can remember from this morning as proof. You know when you are in that state where you are kind of awake and kind of dreaming/sleeping? Well, while I was there, I had this thought that I was late for my junior high geography class. I was panicking because I knew that the teacher would ask me for an excuse signed by my parents for missing class and I was trying to come up with the right words to explain that I was a college student and no longer living with my parents. I somehow knew that it wasn't going to fly because afterall it was a junior high class. Ahhh...so weird.

Then, my next thought process/dream/whatever, was that I sold an $89 cheesecake to one of my favorite clients at work. (For those of you that don't know, I work at a weight loss place, so that makes the thought even more out of control). She bought the cheesecake, and then when I came out of my office, she was giving away the cheesecake and writing a sign to let other clients know how pushy and rude I had been.

Just barely I noticed that I had left my toothbrush in my mouth. I think its been there for like 20 minutes because my mouth is now feeling rather numb. I wish I could sit around and do nothing all day, but having already skipped class, I feel guilty. I have to go to work from 11:30-7:30. If this morning is any indication, I think I will need all the luck I can get.